Sometimes walking away from the best thing that'll ever happen to you and not listening to the people who love you will turn up desirable results.

Relationship are hard when the honey moons over, but I truly believe that this a period in is what makes or breaks it. During this period of time you have to be very selfish. For most being selfish is easier than other but, the reason I say this is because if you fail to follow this protocol you end up being the one that's hurt from the possible results of exchange. Sharing a life and love with another person takes a truly high level of bravery, honesty, and fortitude. Forever is a long time, you don't want to waste that with someone who doesn't feel the same way.


That's that.

You always said we'd talk tomorrow.
I said tomorrow's too late.

I asked you not to walk away,
because my heart, it would break.

You did it anyways, yes regardless of me.

Now, you tell me that you needs me.
You promise you will never leave me.
But it took for you to never see me to believe.

These girls they're so normal, they're all thinking is same.
Idolize, fantasize, of money, fashion, and fame.
Take for granted what they have, don't believe in their brain.
Then they wake up with themselves, or next to someone that's lame.

Please just stop crying, you're just making me laugh.
Please just stop talking, of what we had in the past.

Yeah, you had my heart, now I'm taking it back.
I'm the best you ever have.
Fuck you, and that's that.

Restart.

The last time I blogged, I admit after reading it it was fairly strange. I'm going to go ahead and stop that train at this station. The awesome part about having a blog that's unknown is that you can say anything that you want. What do I want from my blog? I want to speak, I want to say what I want, when I want, how ever I want to say it, wear anything I want to wear as long as it's in the confines and privacy of my own facilities. Every post will be a different rents (vents and rants). My trails and tribulations, of being an boy becoming a man and realizing it's not what Full House said it was cracked up to be. Danny Tanner, you asshole. I want to find himself. Finding himself with other people. Then frantically losing other people to find himself somewhere else. My blog is about my life, what I believe in. I'm writing to myself so I can understand, what I'm thinking why I am thinking it, and what I need to change. We all grow up learning that there are a lot of things that we need to learn and know to be a functioning robot in today's society based on yesterdays rules. We're never taught to learn who we are, why we are, and who we individually should want to be. P.S. I'm not high.